Let the flames grow......consume me in a passion inferno
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Thursday, August 21, 2008

breaktime

 but not dancing breaktime... I mean internet breaktime.

I'm unplugging for a little while. i've become somewhat dependant on checking emails and blogs and things again and while it's not really damaging and I'm glad to hear things from most of you, it's taking up too much of my time and because it's my only connection to ccmers and most of the rest of you too... I justify my wasting time. truth is I don't have time to waste anymore.

maybe this'll take a week... maybe longer... I don't know. I'm still praying for you guys and I'm at my phone if you want/need to talk. I could use your prayers more though. Long I have fought for you from afar and long have I experienced blood sweat and tears that I can't even explain. now I feel so spent, I feel like calling timeout and seeing if I can't get a substitute Geoff to take over while I go take a rest for these bizzare middle innings. I don't have a sub though... I've just got more rallying to do if I'm ever going to come back on top and smoke this other team.

I need your prayers right now... I hate admitting I need stuff but I do. your prayers, not your worries, your prayers and not your fears. there can't be a scrap of worry or fear in your prayers or it will taint your faith and be less solid. pray boldly and with authority... I know I shall overcome my fatigue and my desperation but I need your prayers.

and know that every description in this blog normally sounds 10 times more dramatic than the actual situation. I can't help it... big words and word pictures sound more dramatic.

My flawed and imperfect love goes out to you in it's purest-possible form.

GEOFF
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